Episode 102

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6th Mar 2026

102. Raven Crown Chapters 10, 11 and 12

A murdered guardian. A stolen sapphire. A raven with opinions.

Brie must gather the Jewels of Tambor—learning courage, cunning, and a strength she never knew she possessed—all while braving a twisted foot, a lack of trust, and impossible odds. Meanwhile, Dogmar, known as Jackal, will do anything to claim the throne…until a stolen jewel begins to unravel everything she believes about strength and survival.

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Chapter 10, Jackal.

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I crouch next to the sea cliff

and watch the ship sail away.

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It's been some time since

anything has made me happier.

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For now, at least I am free of my father.

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Of course, if I come across any

dragons that recognize me, my

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whereabouts will be sent to my

father in Ultan via carrier pigeon.

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still, I don't have to see the man

or hear him bellow for the next few

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weeks, at least, my nostrils flare.

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All I have to do is find those stones.

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The men searched into the night,

but didn't locate the girl.

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Now it's up to me.

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I look around with disgust

at the dingy forest.

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By the jewels.

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The girl has scampered

like a rodent into a hole.

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I grip my teeth and wonder

how best to catch a rodent.

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brie.

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I lean against a tree with my cloak

tight around my shoulders and stare

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out to the sea through the morning fog

gray sits slumped elbows on his knees,

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his hands buried in his thick red hair.

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When I see the dragon

ship, I nudge him silently.

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We watch it go after some time?

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Grace speaks.

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What shall we do?

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Good question.

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I've been wondering the same thing.

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I could gather the chickens and

goats manage at the dugout alone.

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I know I could, but when the

dragons return a what then?

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I think of the leather bound envelope

in Nona's bundle of all the years she

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spent gathering information about the

jewels, and now that that knowledge

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is mine, can I find them without her?

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The question weighs me down until it

dawns on me that my ability to complete

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the task has nothing to do with it.

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I can't just sit here, succeed or not.

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I've got to try.

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I'm going to ultan.

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I blurt out.

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Gray looks at me like I'm crazy.

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Come on, Raven.

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Ultan is miles from here.

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Your foot will never make it.

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I'm annoyed that Greg keeps calling

me Raven, but the idea that he thinks

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I can't get to Ultan is infuriating.

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I will too.

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Make it, but as I say the

words, I feel slightly sick.

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One bad infection in my foot,

and I'll lose my whole leg.

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Literally, if the infection

were to spread, it could kill

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me, but I hold my resolve.

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I'm perfectly capable of

taking care of myself.

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Do you even know how to get to Ultan?

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I have known as Map I Snap.

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Once again, I feel a paying

of doubt for the love of rats?

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Can I get there?

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With just the map, I groan

knowing I should have paid more

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attention to Nona's lessons.

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Even still, I jet out my jaw.

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Nona and I were on our way to

find the jewels of Tambor so

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that we could stop Reagan thorn.

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Now that she's gone, it's up to me.

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Gray looks confused.

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What are you talking about?

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I explained about the jewels and how Nona

believed they could prevent Reagan thorn

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from putting a puppet queen on the throne

And when exactly is this Coronation?

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Gray asks On the next full moon,

he shakes his head but doesn't

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comment about the lack of time.

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And do you believe anyone who finds these

gems and lives by their whatever it is,

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vibration will have some kind of power?

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Gray asks with obvious skepticism.

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don't act like I'm crazy.

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Nona was the one who told me,

and she didn't exactly say power.

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She said you could

commune with the whisper.

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I mean, the hesperian

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Grace sits silently and I see

him trying to work things out.

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Ma and PA must have believed

all this, or they wouldn't have

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been willing to follow Nona.

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But why didn't they ever tell me?

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I feel some satisfaction knowing

I'm not the only one that was

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kept in the dark, probably because

they didn't want me to find out.

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There's some connection between

the stones and my parents.

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Nona refused as usual to

give me an explanation.

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Come on, Raven.

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I've worked in the gem pits.

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All my don't call me raven.

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I snap.

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gray holds out his hand

in a placating fashion.

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Look, I've heard that some of the old

digger wives use crystals in healing

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remedies, and I think most diggers would

agree gems have special properties.

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But this vibration thing, I don't think

I'm going to find the jewels of tambo.

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I cut in and I'll get them to

ultan no matter what you think.

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Gray's eyes flick towards my foot.

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I know what he's thinking in a huff.

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I stock towards the bundles there.

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I pull out Nona's map.

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It's drawn in black ink

on brownish oil skin.

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I kneel to unroll it on the ground.

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I am here.

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I mumble pointing to a small X on

the northern coast and Ultan is.

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I run my finger down the coastline here.

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I stop beside the largest harbor in

Tambor, devastated by the distance.

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Gray comes up beside me quickly.

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I roll up the map, not wanting

him to know just how far it is.

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I'm going with you, he says.

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Why I demand gray crosses his arms

over his chest because someone has

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got to keep you out of trouble.

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I glare at him until the stern

line of his lips turns into a

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sheep dog grin, gray's grin.

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I turn away before

relief shows on my face.

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Well, I would never admit it.

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Gray has gotten me out

of more scrapes than one.

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I would be glad to have him

along, even if I don't like it.

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Come if you want.

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I say just don't slow me down.

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I glance around.

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First, we need to lighten Nona's bundle.

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Gray kneels beside me as I

rummage through the contents.

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I hate leaving anything of Nona's

behind, but taking all of her

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belongings isn't practical.

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I question a heavy book

covered in Kaf skin.

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I remember when Nona bought

it from the Banjara Pedler.

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I'd like to leave this.

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It's written in the ancient language,

which is gibberish to anyone except Nona.

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That's not true.

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Grace says some of the

older Banjara can read it.

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He's right.

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Nona used to discuss the

translation of certain words with

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the Pedler when he passed through.

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While not all of the words are the

same as the Banjara native tongue,

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he was able to clarify some of

the meanings in the LXi gloss.

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The book Nona used as a

translation reference.

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Still, I don't see the point in

lugging such a heavy book when

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it's nearly impossible to read Yet.

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What about Nona's reason for everything

As I'm pondering the question, I

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notice the symbol embossed on the

cover and my mouth drops open.

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It's the strange moon symbol, the

one inked on Reagan thorn's forearm.

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I flip open the cover.

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I can't read the ancient language,

let alone pronounce it, but the word

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written on the first page stands

out like a blister on a big toe.

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Corvex corona.

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I say astonished.

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That's what Reagan Thorn said.

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After picking up the ruby, I wet my lips.

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Could I translate this

book if I really tried?

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no doubt.

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Nona's LXi Gloss is in the

envelope, but I hate translation.

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there's a twinge in my gut, and once

again, I know that I should have paid

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more attention to Nona's lessons.

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I slammed the book closed.

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We're keeping this, I go back

to searching Nona's bundle,

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her pouch of flint and steel.

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I drop into my own bag.

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Next I find 16 beeswax candles.

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keeping to, I put the rest aside.

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Sure.

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I won't need more.

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I find an exceptionally

heavy pair of stockings.

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To my amazement, I discovered that one

of them is filled with silver shekels.

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Where did she get those gray asks?

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I shake my head in disbelief.

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There seems to be no end to the

things Nona kept hidden, and

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I thought I knew her so well.

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I put the stockings aside and

continue searching her bundle.

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Nona has an extra tunic and shirt.

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I'm wondering if I should trade

them for my own worn clothing.

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When I find Nona's Red Paisley shawl,

my eyes sting at the side of it.

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The shawl was Nona's favorite.

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I lifted to my face, but instead

of soft folds, I find a hard lump.

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Startled.

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I shake it out, something drops

to the forest floor, my lips part

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and my eyes open wide Beside me

in the leaves is another stone,

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chapter 11, Brie.

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I pick up the honey colored jewel.

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Nona had two.

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I gasp.

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Gray leans close.

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What are you talking about?

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Look, I show him the stone.

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It's uncut like the ruby, but larger.

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I clutch it to my chest, wondering

if it will speak to me, if it

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will help me know what to do.

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Gray must be sufficiently impressed

because he doesn't say a word.

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I wait but hear nothing sense, nothing.

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I let my hands drop to those

who can feel its power.

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I suppose this jewel is of incredible

worth, but to me it's just another stone.

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I'm disappointed, but not surprised.

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This isn't the first time I've

waited for inspiration and gotten

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nothing yet as I hold the gem,

I feel a surge of determination.

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Just because I can't feel the

vibrations doesn't mean I'm useless.

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Surely a little of known as preparation

has rubbed off staring at the envelope.

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I set my jaw.

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I'll study, I mean, really study

anything to keep Reagan thorn from

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destroying more of what I love.

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Wondering what Nona would do.

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I glance around.

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An idea comes to me with a

small knife hanging at my waist.

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I carve a notch in my staff.

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gray, looked surprised.

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What'd you do that for?

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Last night was the full moon.

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I've only got 28 days until it's full

again, I'm going to keep track of time

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by cutting a notch for every day that

passes Can't you just watch the moon?

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yes, but sometimes it's hard to tell an

almost full moon from the real thing.

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This will ensure that I get it right.

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I'm confident Nona would approve.

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I return my attention to her bundle

and find her old wooden comb.

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It's of no use to me with all

the trinkets tied in my hair.

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I am setting it aside.

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When a noise causes me to grab my

staff, I'm in a fighting stance.

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When the sound registers and I

snort, show yourself you Manji, bird.

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There's a rustle of feathers.

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as grim swoops out of the

tree landing in front of me.

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Despite the fright he caused,

I'm elated to see him.

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He must be happy to see me as well

because he bows his head and lets

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me dig my fingers into the rough of

feathers at the back of his neck.

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I should have known you to escape.

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I say as I scratch.

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I hope he poked old Reagan thorn

in the eyes before he left.

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Sh I cut gray off.

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Something in the forest

has caught my attention.

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I wait.

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Then I see it.

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A lone figure walking through

the trees some distance off.

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One of the dragons has stayed

behind fear coils in my gut.

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I hope our voices haven't carried.

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Let's go.

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I mouth gray nods.

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I tie the stone in Nona shawl

and stuff it into my bundle.

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There's no time for sorting now,

so I gather everything, even the

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items I already plan to leave behind

and cram them into Grazes bundle.

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It makes his load huge, but he'll manage.

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Now what I want to study the map,

read some of Nona's papers, make

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a plan, but we have to move now.

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With a blink.

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I recall Nona heading northeast.

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She must have known of a jewel in

that direction with a quick motion.

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I signal gray to follow me and

take off on an animal track

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through the thick underbrush.

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Hoping it will make us hard to follow

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jackal, curse the rodent, I think

as I crawl through another thicket.

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While I learn to track with

the dragons, it isn't my forte.

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Only the long strands of blonde hair

snagged in the bushes assure me I'm on

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the right course when late afternoon

proves to be more of the same.

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I wise up to her game.

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There must be an easier way.

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I check the course of the sun.

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So far she's been heading northeast.

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The only thing in that

direction is the village of ska.

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Even if she's going somewhere else,

she'll need to stop there to resupply.

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I could take a more direct

route and arrive first.

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Then the Dragon Station there

could enlist his men to find her.

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Of course, it may take some persuasion

to convince the dragon he should help.

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But persuasion is my specialty.

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I leave the thicket and blaze my own way.

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Brie just before dark.

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I stop to watch our trail.

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When I'm satisfied we

aren't being followed.

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I find an opening in the thicket

big enough to camp and sag.

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Wey gray drops his bundle and

runs an arm across his face.

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Was taking all those animal

trails really necessary?

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Only if you don't want to get caught.

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I reply gray flops to the ground.

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It was miserable.

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He groans.

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Let's hope the dragon feels the same way.

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I say while digging in Gray's bundle.

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There I find Nona's Small Cook Pot.

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If you're not too tired, we

need some water for supper.

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I hold out the pot.

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We are beside a small rocky

stream in a part of the

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Norwood I've never been before.

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Under normal circumstances,

I'd be elated to be here.

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But tonight it makes me despondent.

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Soon we'll be out of the Norwood for good.

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with a grunt.

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Gray gets to his feet.

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I knew he could rouse himself

for food while he's gone.

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I light a small fire with only the driest

twigs to keep the smoke at a minimum.

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When gray returns, I place a

flat rock on each side of the

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flame and balance the pot on top.

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As the water heats, I drop in

sun dried mushrooms and zucchini.

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Then add carrots, onions, and a

little salted fish Grim arrives,

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obviously wanting supper.

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Shoo, I say flinging a hand at him.

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There isn't enough for you.

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He flops into a tree and looks down on us.

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as we wait for the stew to cook.

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I remove my boot and

begin rubbing my foot.

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The inside edge is so painful.

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I suck in a breath as I touch it.

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Easy does it?

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Girl, I whisper.

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If I were at the dugout, I'd

stay off of it for a day or

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two, but that isn't an option.

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Tomorrow will be more of the same.

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Soon the stew is bubbling

like a little bird.

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I prefer small meals throughout

the day, but as I've hardly eaten

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recently, I'm certain I could

eat the whole pot by myself.

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I remove the stew from the fire and

hand gray, a wooden spoon with relish.

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He digs in.

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I follow suit, but

pause and smack my lips.

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needs a little spice, don't you think?

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Tastes fine to me.

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Grace says and shovels

in another spoonful.

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Slow down.

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This is all the food

we have for the night.

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Make it last.

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He stops with the spoon

halfway to his mouth.

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This is it.

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I don't answer as I dig in his bundle.

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Ah, here we go.

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I unie the string on a large linen bag

and sprinkle a good amount of reddish

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orange capsicum powder into the pot.

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That should do I taste the soup again?

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Hmm.

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Much better.

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Gray resumes, his greedy eating,

but stops after a couple of

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bites to grab his water skin.

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I watch an amusement after a few gulps.

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He forces a laugh.

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Did you set fire to my mouth on purpose?

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Maybe it will teach

you not to eat so fast.

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Grace Snorts still up to

your old Raven Tricks.

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I see.

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I know Gray is referring to the pranks

I used to play on him when we were kids.

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I roll my eyes.

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I'm not a Raven.

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I say and continue eating.

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after a couple more bites, the burning

in my own mouth is quite intense as well.

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Maybe I did put in too much capsicum.

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I say drawing a cooling

breath across my tongue.

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gray, sees the beads of sweat

forming on my forehead, and

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gives me his sheep dog grin.

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You better watch out, or one day

you'll kill someone with that stuff.

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I stifle a laugh and almost choke.

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I don't think so.

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Well, who knows?

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Maybe and just like that, despite

my resolve to never trust him again.

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I'm being all chummy with gray.

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Grim still sitting in the tree, makes

a T totalling sound as if he approves.

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I glance at the bird, don't comment

on things that aren't your business, I

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want to say, but I keep my mouth shut

After we've eaten, I would like nothing

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more than to lie down, but I can't.

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Not yet.

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Chapter 12, Brie, I

open known as en envelope.

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There has got to be something here that

will tell me where to find the jewels.

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I search the stack of parchments ignoring

anything written in the ancient language,

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which is more than half the documents.

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when I come across a parchment

penned in Nona's hand, I get

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excited, Look, here's a list.

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I'm about to read it out loud,

but the first word stops me

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while my reading isn't bad.

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It's not that great either.

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After a moment, I figure it out Sapphire.

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I say golden yellow as the sun.

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I look at gray.

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Who's more familiar with gems than I am.

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Aren't sapphires blue?

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Gray nods usually, but they

come in other colors as well.

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I unie the stone from Nona Shawl,

so this must be the sapphire I

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say rolling it in my fingers.

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After a moment, I drop it into the folds

of my skirt and look back at the parchment

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Characteristics I read carefully to

get the words correct, wisdom, balance,

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knowledge, spiritual development.

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Intellect stimulates

concentration and peace of mind.

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I pause and look at gray.

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Those words describe Nona,

don't you think he nods?

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Do you suppose with the stone in her

possession, she absorbed its essence.

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Gray looks doubtful.

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I've worked in the gem pits all my life.

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I don't think I've absorbed anything

from the stones, but if the jewels

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of Tambo are flawless, that

would make them more powerful than

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ordinary gems, don't you think?

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Gray shrugs.

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I look back at the stone in my lap.

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I don't know why, but

it makes sense to me.

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At these words I blink,

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Is it a coincidence that I feel as if,

if understand I pick up the sapphire

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and roll it in my fingers again, or

am I under the influence of the stone?

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It beats me, but anything that

makes you smarter is a good thing.

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Grace says, his eyes twinkling.

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very funny.

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I reply after returning

the sapphire to my lap.

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I look at Nona's list again,

Ruby, I continue reading.

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Beat red Characteristics, encourages

passion and a zest for life.

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Balances the heart and instills

confidence and goodness.

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Pero Green as new grass.

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Characteristics, unknown location.

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See Porras letter.

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I stare at the last word, what

letter and who is Zipporah?

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I flip through the papers until

I find a yellowed parchment

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signed with the name Zipporah.

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The body of the letter is written

by an inexperienced hand, so it's

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hard to decipher, but I scan the

lines for anything that stands out.

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One particular word catches my

attention, partly because there is

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a large ink splat next to it, and

partly because it seems familiar.

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Naja, I say aloud looking at gray.

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Do you know that word?

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Yeah.

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He says Fremont told us about a Ram

wa where the mabu worship a snake.

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God called Naja.

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I frown.

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What's a ram?

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Wat gray scratches his head.

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Do you know the word monastery?

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Everything snaps together then.

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Yes.

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And now I remember Fremont's story.

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Let's see if the Ram Wat

is marked on the map.

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I unroll the oil skin while gray stirs

the dying embers to produce more light.

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Together we scan for the Ram Wat of na.

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There it is.

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I point to the barely legible

words that have been written above

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the village labeled Sir Pesca.

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Nona wrote it in herself.

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Grace says, must mean

the Ram Wat is important.

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I draw an excited breath and look.

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It's in a northeasterly direction.

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From the dugout, I run my finger

from the ex to Nona scribbled word.

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My mind races like a swallow after a gnat.

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Does this mean the Pero

is at the Ram Wat of Naja?

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Gray looks thoughtful.

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It's possible, but why wouldn't she just

write the location on the parchment?

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Maybe she wasn't sure.

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I hold my finger to the map.

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Guessing at the distance we travel today

and figuring how far we would have to go.

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It will take us two days to get there.

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I say.

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Three minimum gray

replies giving me a look.

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let me worry about my foot.

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I snap gray size and changes the subject.

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Do we have enough food?

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I am not sure.

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Let's see.

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Gray and I dig through our bundles

until we find all the food.

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Three days worth, I say No way,

a day and a half at the most.

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Grace says with a frown,

how much do you eat?

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Clearly more than you think.

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He glares at me until finally

the glare turns to a grin.

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I roll my eyes.

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This may be a long trip.

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We seem to have picked up our bickering

right where we left off in the old days.

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Gray must be remembering those

days as well, or he wouldn't

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have such a bemused expression.

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Great eyesight.

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We better be on the lookout for

mushrooms and berries or we'll go hungry.

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Don't worry.

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If there's anything edible

along our way, I'll find it.

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:

Grace says, I sigh again.

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Every part of my body is tired and I wish

with all my heart that Nona was here.

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The longing must show on my face.

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:

What is it?

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Gray asks Nona is all I can say.

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Gray reaches out and

puts his arm around me.

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I stiffen at his touch,

but don't pull away.

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What would Nona do if she was here?

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He asks.

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I think of Nona.

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Nona, who always knew what to do.

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She would tell us a story.

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I say in a whisper, then do it.

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Grace says, squeezing my shoulders.

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I push him away.

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No, Come on, you can recite

all of Nona's stories by heart.

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You've heard them a million times.

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I close my eyes.

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Yes, I know Nona's stories.

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She made sure of that,

but I'm not a teller.

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That's Nona's job.

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Come on, Raven.

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It will do you good.

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I'm about to rail on him for

calling me Raven, but the look in

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his eyes reminds me that I'm not

the only one who lost someone.

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Maybe a story would take both

our minds off what has happened.

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I give a slight nod.

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I'll try.

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:

Gray leans against a tree and

pulls me back against his chest.

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He's warm and a part of me wants to relax

against him, but I refuse pushing away.

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I wrap my cloak around

my shoulders instead.

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It takes some time to get the first

words out, but slowly I begin the tale.

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I know the best.

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The story, Nona always made sound a

little bit different from the others.

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Noona was the only child

of an elderly couple.

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The husband and wife were overjoyed

when she came into their lives.

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I begin.

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The words feel strange in my mouth.

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Nona should be here.

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She's the one that makes

the story sound right.

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I close my eyes and try to

hear her to use the same voice.

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:

When Noona was only a few weeks old,

Malta, her father wrapped her in a fox

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pelt and took her out to the giant oak in

the center of the village for a blessing.

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I bless you with wisdom and discernment.

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He said in his rough voice.

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I also bless you to be strong

and persuasive of men, but most

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:

important, I bless you with a heart

that can hear the voice of the His

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Kona's father was a very wise man.

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:

If a dispute over a goat or a

piece of land arose, the villagers

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:

would ask Malta for his counsel.

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but they were troubled by the blessing

and mumbled as Malta finished and

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:

held noona up for the people to see.

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:

As I speak, the words

begin to flow more easily.

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The story feels warm and

comfortable, and I find myself

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:

relaxing just a little towards gray.

501

:

When father and baby returned

home, Malta's wife, RA, put her

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hands in the air and wailed, what

have you done to our daughter?

503

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Malta was surprised.

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:

He had merely given his

daughter a blessing.

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RA was beside herself, exclaiming

that Malta had cursed their

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daughter, not given her a blessing.

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Daughters should be blessed

to help their mothers and to

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bring children into the world.

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Not to be persuasive of men.

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Ra said Malta frowned and reminded

his wife that he had also blessed

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their daughter to be strong.

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This only brought more whales from

RA, who insisted that men wanted

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beautiful wives, not strong ones.

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:

Malta grabbed RA around the waist

and pulled her down on his lap.

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:

in his gentle way, he assured

her that Nama was already

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beautiful just like her mother.

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And he explained that he didn't choose

the words of the blessing, but spoke

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:

the words given to him by the hesperian.

519

:

I hear gray's breathing,

grow slow and deep.

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I think he may have fallen asleep,

but when I look at him, he gazes back

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:

at me expectantly, so I continue.

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:

Ra knew her husband could

hear the voice of the Hesper.

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:

When other people were baffled by a

problem, Malta would retire to his

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:

room and always return with a solution.

525

:

She had learned to trust her husband's

word yet this time it seemed he had gone

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too far and she sobbed on his shoulder.

527

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When Malta found there was no consoling,

his wife, he stood and told Ra.

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He would give her a blessing as well.

529

:

With his hands on her head.

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He told her that she would raise a

wise and industrious daughter that

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someday in the eternities would

become a goddess in the blessing.

532

:

Malta told his wife to have

peace and know that through her

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influence, OMA would be wonderful.

534

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I glance at Gray again to see that

his eyes are closed, but the moment

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:

I stop talking, they pop open.

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So I go on.

537

:

When Malta finished the blessing, he

kissed his wife on the cray of her

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:

head and left to attend his duties.

539

:

RA sat still for a time and

pondered what her husband had said.

540

:

How could she raise a daughter

that would become a goddess?

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:

Yet Malta had said she could.

542

:

Oma began to fuss in her basket.

543

:

RA picked her up and held

the child to her breast.

544

:

Feeling the infant in her arms

filled her with so much love.

545

:

It overflowed

546

:

And tears began to roll down her

cheeks and splash on Kona's face.

547

:

The baby looked up at her mother

and RA saw deep into her eyes.

548

:

She knew at that moment that Nicona

would indeed become a goddess one day.

549

:

ra, whispered in the baby's

ear that she wouldn't tell the

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:

other women about the blessing.

551

:

They would just be jealous

and think her a fool.

552

:

Malta's words would be a secret.

553

:

I only know how to be

a mother and a friend.

554

:

RA said, I don't know how to be

a goddess, but Malta says, I can

555

:

teach you what you need to know.

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:

I'll do my best.

557

:

I stop at the rasp of Gray's breath.

558

:

This time he has fallen asleep.

559

:

I give him a push and he

topples over onto his bed.

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:

Roll there.

561

:

He grumbles and starts to snore.

562

:

I wrap my cloak tighter

and lie down myself.

563

:

I'm so tired.

564

:

I should fall straight

to sleep, but I don't.

565

:

One particular worry keeps

circulating in my mind.

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:

What will I do when I

reach the Ram Wat of Naja?

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About the Podcast

Creative Spiritual Journey
one small, deliberate step at a time
We are all on a journey—a journey home to our heavenly parents. Any experienced traveler knows there are days you laugh and days you cry.

We aren’t here to tell you how to live—we are here to share how we live—how we survive, thrive, and even find joy!

The journey gets messy with rainstorms and sleepless flights but the hard times—the miserable times—those make the best stories.

And the vistas, the sunsets, the little birds outside the window—those are the reminders that God is in the details, he is aware of us, he has trod the path before.

The Creative Spiritual Journey Podcast is hosted by Judy and Ghia Cooley—two sisters in their wisdom years—who love the savior and are dedicated to making this journey one small, deliberate step at a time.

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