The Spiral Moon
Ghia – The Spiral Moon, the Great I am, and the present tense.
Transcript
Hooray.
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:Ghia here.
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:I'm this week's host of the creative
spiritual journey podcast Where
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:I talk about connecting with
nature, connecting with Jesus
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:Christ and our heavenly parents.
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:Seasonal living and anything
else I've been learning on this
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:remarkable journey we call life.
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:So I had a different
podcast plan for this week.
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:And then I looked at my calendar
and realized we are only a week
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:away from the July full moon.
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:So of course today, I have
to talk about the moon.
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:Oh, the moon slowly.
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:I have been learning
more and more about it.
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:One thing that has recently tickled my
fancy about the moon is come to find out.
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:The degree to which the moons elliptical
orbit around the earth is a long gated.
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:Because the path is changing
slightly all the time.
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:Right?
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:The change in the path is
called an X centricity.
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:To have an X centricity means to
have odd or whimsical behavior.
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:Eccentric odd whimsical.
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:Those are words I love.
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:Those are words I can relate to.
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:Those are words I long to emulate.
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:If someone called me eccentric, odd
and whimsical, I would feel validated.
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:Like I had lived up to my ideal.
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:I have no doubt.
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:I qualify for the adjectives,
eccentric and odd.
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:But whimsical.
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:That is something to work on.
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:I think I'm a little too serious
and busy and I don't know
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:self-conscious to truly be whimsical.
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:But the moon, I believe the moon
has learned to fully embrace the
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:words, eccentric, OD and whimsical.
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:I say this because to me the words,
describe my relationship with the
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:moon over the last few months.
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:Eccentric odd and whimsical.
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:Where is the moon tonight?
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:I asked when I haven't seen it for days.
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:Or when I expected to be
somewhere and it isn't.
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:And then I randomly walk outside
in the early morning and there
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:it is a perfect Crescent on
the horizon shining in my face.
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:The moon is all over the place.
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:Did you know that each month the moon
moves all the way across the horizon,
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:similar to how the sun moves across
the horizon over an entire year.
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:The moon does it each month?
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:So on top of rising at different
times during the day and a
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:different phases of visibility,
it's also moving across the horizon.
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:I've heard the moon called this
celestial body without a home.
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:It's a wanderer.
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:It keeps you on your toes and it
makes you work for a relationship.
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:So.
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:As we approach the July full moon.
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:I wanted to point out that when
naming moons, it isn't actually
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:the full moon that we are naming.
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:It's the whole phase of the
moon from new to new again.
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:Just something to note and maybe think
about if you're naming your own moons.
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:As I contemplated what I
wanted to name the July moon.
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:What this time of year meant to
me, I read over a list of names,
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:similar to what I've read you before.
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:But nothing spoke to me.
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:So I read over the list again,
searching for something.
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:And what I found was a niggling
at the back of my mind that told
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:me July was the spiral moon.
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:But my rational mind thought no,
that doesn't relate to anything.
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:A spiral seems like the beginning or the
end or some sort of significant marker.
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:Not the middle of summer.
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:Why did I want a spiral moon for July?
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:I still don't know.
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:But I couldn't change my mind.
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:So that's what it is.
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:July is my spiral moon.
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:I have no idea where it started, but
for years I had a thing about spirals.
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:And they became a really
big thing the weekend.
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:About 12 years ago when I
married my fabulous man.
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:On that weekend.
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:He brought me to the property we
live on now for the first time.
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:We arrived in the dark.
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:And when I got up and looked outside
in the morning, I was blown away.
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:I could hardly believe
how beautiful it was.
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:In fact, I always tell people that I'm
glad I married him before I came to
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:the property or I would be afraid I
married him just so I could live here.
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:That's how much I love this place.
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:But just when I thought it
couldn't get any better.
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:He showed me a Rockpile just
inside the property line.
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:With not one, but two spiral petroglyphs.
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:I would have been ecstatic with
any petroglyph, a little sheep
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:or something, but for it to be
a spiral seemed to meant for me.
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:Now I look for spirals everywhere.
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:Even Judy sends me pictures of
spirals when she finds them.
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:Why am I drawn to spirals?
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:Perhaps it's because we live in a
spiral galaxy or the spiral tendency
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:in nature or the spiral whirlpools.
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:I see.
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:So often on the river, I'm not sure.
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:But here is where I've learned
to appreciate spirals recently.
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:Spirals have the ability to represent
the past, the present and the future.
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:I think of the center of
the spiral as the past.
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:It's where you started or came from.
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:The furthest point away from you.
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:Then, if you follow the spiral around
and around you journey through your
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:life until you come to the end, the
end of the spiral is the present.
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:The point where you are
right now, this moment.
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:But if you stop there.
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:You may find you're tempted to
complete more revolutions around the
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:spiral to keep the momentum going.
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:This is what produces the future,
the endlessly adding to the spiral.
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:Now there is a popular
analogy about spirals.
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:And this is the idea that as individuals,
we may look around at our lives
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:and feel that we have circled back
to the same place we were before.
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:That we are still dealing
with the same challenges.
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:Still wishing we could reach
some goal or break some habit.
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:But the reality is we may
have come full circle.
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:But we are not in the same place.
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:We have spiraled.
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:We have moved even if only a slight
degree and whether we believe
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:it or not, this is progress.
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:I have lots of things I spiral with
what to do with my life, what to eat.
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:Am I doing enough?
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:Am I doing it right?
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:One place I find myself
circling around to is prayer.
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:I'm always trying to make prayer
more meaningful, more relevant, more
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:hopeful, more helpful, more powerful.
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:And I get the impression sometimes that I
haven't progressed with this goal at all.
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:Ah, But if I stop and look around, I
recall that I am in a spiral and there
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:has been some forward upward movement.
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:I have grown, I have changed.
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:My prayers are more than they once were.
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:A recent addition to the spiral of my
prayers has been to pray in the present.
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:To pray in that spot, right
at the end of the spiral.
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:To be there in the
present moment with God.
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:We hear the words present a lot lately.
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:Be present.
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:Sounds good.
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:Doesn't it.
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:Yeah, sure.
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:But how exactly do we do it?
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:Well, one way I have applied
this admonition in my life is
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:to pray in the present tense.
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:I love this.
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:So let me explain.
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:Do you remember the term present
tense from high school English class.
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:The present tense describes a
current activity or state of being.
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:I'm recording a podcast.
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:Judy is out on a walk.
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:That is the current activity.
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:I am happy.
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:Duty is even happier.
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:That is the current state of being.
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:Okay.
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:So just now, when I was speaking about
myself, I said, I am recording a podcast.
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:I am happy.
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:I use two very important words here.
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:The words I am.
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:Good chance.
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:You already know this, but I
am is one of the names of God.
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:The great.
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:I am.
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:I don't know about you, but for me, this
is a hard name to wrap my head around.
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:What exactly does that mean?
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:Lamb of God or bread of life.
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:Those are names I can grasp.
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:But I am.
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:Well, here's, what's really
cool about the words I am.
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:They are in the present tense.
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:They are the current state or activity.
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:They mean right now in the present moment.
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:God is in the present tense.
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:He is always here and now.
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:I think that's cool.
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:It explains why everyone is telling us
to be present, to be like, God, right.
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:Okay.
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:Now, just in case you think you have
your head wrapped around this idea.
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:In the English language, not only
can the present tense be used to
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:talk about the present moment.
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:It can also be used to describe
the past or future moments.
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:Judy hikes every morning,
hikes is the present tense.
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:H I K E S the S on the end is
what makes it present tense.
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:So keep that little S
in mind as we move on.
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:This podcast ends in 15 minutes.
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:Ends with an S on the
end is present tense.
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:But it refers to the future.
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:So that's an example of the
future usage of present tense.
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:Now the past usage of the present
tense isn't heard often, but you
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:will recognize it from stories and
jokes such as a man walks into a bar.
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:Walks with an S is present tense.
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:But it refers to something in the past.
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:That is the power of present tense.
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:Just like my spiral.
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:It can represent past, present and future.
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:That is what it means
to be the great I am.
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:I am past present and future.
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:So here's my point, regardless of whether
you understand anything, I just said.
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:I want to invite you to
pray in the present tense.
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:It works like this.
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:Say you have a sick
grandchild and you pray.
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:Dear heavenly father, please,
please, please heal my grandchild.
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:Don't get me wrong.
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:There's nothing wrong with these words.
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:But can you hear the
uncertainty and doubt?
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:They almost sound heavy and desperate.
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:Please help me, please, please, please.
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:As if he might decide not to.
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:See how this sounds instead of asking
for something to happen in the future.
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:I thank him in the present
tense for helping you right now.
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:Thank you.
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:Heavenly father for helping
my grandchild to heal.
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:Doesn't that sound lighter and
happier and more confident.
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:But you might say Ghia,
he hasn't helped me yet.
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:Why would I pray like that?
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:Do you remember what I just said?
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:About the great I am my
spiral and the present tense.
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:All of them embody the past,
the present and the future.
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:You can thank God now or later.
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:It doesn't matter.
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:He doesn't care.
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:But doing it now creates a lightness
and happiness inside you in your heart.
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:And it demonstrates your
trust and faith in him.
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:Michelle Craig explained this
concept in her talk wholehearted.
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:She said, quote, The scriptures are
filled with examples of men and women.
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:Disciples of Christ who went
facing the impossible simply acted.
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:Who got up in faith and walked.
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:To lepers who sought healing Christ said
go shoe yourselves and to the priests.
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:And it came to pass that as
they went, they were cleansed.
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:They went to show themselves
to the priests as if they
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:had already been healed.
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:And in the process of acting, they were.
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:And quote.
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:Now if you still don't feel comfortable.
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:Praying for something you haven't yet
received because maybe you're concerned.
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:God doesn't want to give you that thing.
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:Consider praying for what you
know, God is willing to give you.
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:Thank you for inspiring the doctors.
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:Thank you for offering
my little one comfort.
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:Thank you for giving me peace.
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:Of course, he wants to give
inspiration, comfort, and peace.
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:Find things you don't have to question.
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:Uh, things, you know, he is
willing to give you and pray
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:in the present tense for those.
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:If this still feels odd.
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:Do it anyway.
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:Take a chance be whimsical, embrace
the spiral and the great I am.
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:They are in the present
and we can join them.
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:I hope you have enjoyed the
creative spiritual journey podcast,.
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:And that you will take a moment
to share it with a friend.
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:It would mean so much to Judy and me.
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:And don't forget.
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:When you come around to the
same thing again, and again.
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:That your creative, spiritual journey.
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:Isn't a circle.
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:It's a spiral.
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:Nama stay.