Episode 120

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Published on:

8th May 2026

120. Raven Crown Chapters 37, 38 and 39

A murdered guardian. A stolen sapphire. A raven with opinions.

Brie must gather the Jewels of Tambor—learning courage, cunning, and a strength she never knew she possessed—all while braving a twisted foot, a lack of trust, and impossible odds. Meanwhile, Dogmar, known as Jackal, will do anything to claim the throne—until a stolen jewel begins to unravel everything she believes about strength and survival.

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Chapter 37, Brie, I bang on the wooden slats of my prison and yell for

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jackal to let me out, but she doesn't

return if I doubted her essence before.

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I don't.

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Now.

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She is a jackal, furious.

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I dig at the slats until

my fingers are bloody.

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The door won't budge.

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I search the chamber for another way

out, but find nothing in the darkness.

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The whole castle is falling apart.

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Yet the crypt is more

secure than a fortress.

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The jewels never influenced jackal.

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It was all a lie.

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Now she'll be crowned queen

while I sit here and rot.

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I knew better than to trust her.

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What a fool I've been.

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I hunch at the top of

the stairs and brood.

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How could jackal want to

be the queen of tambor?

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The idea sounds dreadful.

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Who would want the responsibility?

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The prying eyes, the

political maneuvering.

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Where's the freedom in that?

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Soon, despite my cloak, I begin to shiver

and my thoughts get more despondent.

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No one ever comes here.

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I'll die in this hole.

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I rest my head on my arms with my

fingers reaching through the slats

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to the dirt on the other side.

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Jackal has the jewels.

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I've lost them forever.

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Jackal, buy OV on.

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What do I have to do to

get these imbecile moving?

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The banjara?

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Just don't understand.

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I've got to get to Ultan.

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I continue to bellow until I feel

a pang of guilt curse the jewels.

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Even without them, I feel their influence.

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I won't survive a week in my

father's presence if I'm this

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sensitive to the feelings of others.

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In the end, all I can do is sit on

the boat and smolder while the banjara

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row at their usual pace down river.

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I think about Brie, she won't

understand why I left her behind,

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and if I have my way, she never will.

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Brie.

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The morning sun is high in the sky.

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When I glance around wondering what

woke me, then I hear gray's voice.

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Raven, where are you?

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I press my face to the bars over here.

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As happy as I am to be

found, I'm guarded as well.

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While jackal said she kissed

gray out of spite, I don't know

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if anything jackal said is true.

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Gray hurt me before.

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There is no reason to trust him again.

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When gray arrives, I see the relief on

his face as he pulls the dagger from

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the latch and swings open the door.

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I stumble while stepping out and his

arms slip around My waist don't touch me.

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I snap and push him away.

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Gray looks surprised, but steps back.

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Where have you been?

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I demand gray acts bewildered as

if he doesn't know why I'm mad.

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Jackal made me stay at the river.

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He answers and you just

do whatever she says.

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His face Reddens?

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No.

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She convinced the tauk

to hold me at the boats.

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He had to tie me up to do it.

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I don't like the thought of gray being

held by force, but he deserves it.

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Where is she now?

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She left with the banjara, but

so did you kiss her goodbye?

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I snap gray's eyes darken.

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I would never kiss jackal.

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The direct lie is too much.

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I can't help myself and

run Brie gray calls.

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Brie stop.

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I hear him panting behind me.

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Then there's a hand on my shoulder and I

stumble, wrenching my foot in the process.

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A SOB escapes me as I hit the ground.

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This is too much.

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It's all too much.

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Without warning, I'm enveloped by

the smell of wood smoke and wool

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as gray's arms wrap around me.

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He holds me tight.

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I didn't kiss her, Raven, she kissed me.

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She cornered me on the dock, and it

happened before I could stop her.

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Gray brushes a hand over my hair

while holding my face to his chest.

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I feel small in his arms.

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Gray rests his cheek on my head.

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Raven, he whispers.

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I'm sorry.

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I would never purposely hurt you.

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You've got to believe me.

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There's a slight hitch in his voice and

I look up to see tears in his eyes.

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My heart twinges at the sight.

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His face moves towards mine, and I think

he wants to kiss me, but he hesitates.

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A part of me longs to give in

to forgive him, to trust him.

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But then what he said to

Nona comes back to me.

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What am I thinking?

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This is all a ruse.

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My lips curl into a snarl.

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Get away from me.

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I shove him hard.

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You're not my friend.

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You were never my friend.

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I heard what you said to Nona.

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The memory of that day rushes back.

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I was so determined to rescue the

Raven Chick that I didn't think.

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I scrambled down the cliff.

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Unable to climb up with

the chick in my hand.

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I froze.

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Afraid to go either direction.

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If Gray hadn't dropped a rope, I

don't know what would've happened.

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I was so relieved when I made it

to the top that I threw my arms

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around gray and, and he kissed me.

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Right there on the lips.

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I think he was a startled by the

kiss as I was out of nowhere.

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Nona arrived.

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She wasn't mad.

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She just called gray away, leaving

me alone with the squawking chick.

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Of course, I followed them.

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I glare at gray as I remember the

day I heard what you said to Nona.

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I hiss, I repeat back to him.

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The words permanently etched in my mind.

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I have no love interest in Brie.

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She's just a dumb girl

that would kiss a toad.

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It wasn't my fault.

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Gray looks startled at my

words and opens his mouth.

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Before he can speak, I

point a finger at his chest.

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You or my friend, I

trusted you and you lied.

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Gray's face goes solemn.

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Brie, I only said that

so I don't wanna hear it.

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Gray looks like he may explode.

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Doesn't it ever matter what I want?

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His words catch me unprepared

and I can't think what to say.

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Then my nostrils flare.

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He may not have meant to

kiss jackal, but I was there.

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I heard the whole thing.

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Brie that day, I would've done anything

to keep Nona from sending me away.

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I was just trying to

convince her to let me stay.

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If I had known you heard,

I would've explained.

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You mean you wouldn't have flirted

with the girls at the fall gathering,

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I wasn't flirting, I was just being

friendly, and I tried to talk to you,

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but you wouldn't even look at me.

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On the back of my neck gets hot.

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No, it isn't true.

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I get up and walk away, Brie, come back.

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We need to talk gray calls after me.

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Jackal had the banjara give me food and

she arranged for us to get mules in Naron.

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I'm so mired in anger that

his words don't register.

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She wants us to go back to the Norwood.

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He finishes.

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I clench my fist as comprehension Dawns?

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If Jackal thinks I'll just tuck my tail

and return home, she's in for a surprise.

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I spin on gray.

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I'm going to ultan.

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I growl Gray's.

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Eyes are still pained, but he grins.

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That's what I figured you'd say.

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my determination grows stronger.

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I'll stop that.

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Coronation with or without the

jewels and I'm leaving right now.

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I start walking away again.

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fine.

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I'll go with you.

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There's just one thing.

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He calls after me traveling by

Mule is going to take us longer.

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We may not make it to Ultan

before the coronation.

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I round on gray.

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Apparently You don't understand.

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I snap.

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I'm going by boat.

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no you're not.

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The banjara are gone.

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You can't get through the

cataracts without them.

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I flex my fingers.

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Yes, I can.

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Just because you didn't learn

to row doesn't mean I didn't.

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And weather says I'm good.

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gray's, eyes gross.

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Steely.

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Regardless of how good you are

running the cataracts without

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more experience is lunacy.

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Be rational.

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We have to go around.

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I'm going by boat.

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I turn away from gray and purse my lips.

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All I have to do is hit the wave straight.

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I hurried back towards the main

hall to gather my things there.

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I find Nona shawl crumpled on the floor.

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As expected, all the jewels are gone.

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Chapter 38, Brie.

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Sitting in a cool crypt for hours

gave my foot plenty of time to get

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stiff, which means going down the

gully is much harder than going up.

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I'm trying not to slip when gray

interrupts my concentration.

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Brie, why would jackal want to

know Nona's tambor name No idea.

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I snap.

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well, that's what she asked me just

before you saw us together on the dock.

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I really don't care.

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I say glaring over my shoulder at him.

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My lack of attention causes me to

flounder and I land hard on my backside.

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Gray grabs my arm to keep me from sliding.

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I swat him away.

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He looks hurt.

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We don't talk for the rest

of the way down to the river.

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When we get to the boat, I'm worn

out and sweating under the noon

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sun, but there's no time to rest.

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I've got to keep moving, which means

it's time to run the cataracts.

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I dig out the cook pott and

tie it with a cord from my

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bundle to the rail of the boat.

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Gray looks confused.

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Uh, that's our baille bucket.

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I explain as I cinch my cork

vest as tight as it will go.

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Gray nods and drops down

in the front of the boat.

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Where's your vest?

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I ask.

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Annoyed that he hasn't put

it on Gray, avoids my eyes.

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It went with the Banjara.

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I was supposed to be

walking back to Nazarre.

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Remember, despite my anger at

him, my heart sinks like a stone.

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As I realize gray won't be going with me.

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Then get out of the boat.

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I, I bark.

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Gray crosses his arms.

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No, I shake my head in exasperation.

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It's too dangerous if the boat flips.

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You don't stand a chance without the vest.

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gray's face, hardens.

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You don't understand.

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Brie, I'm here to be with you.

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That's the reason I came on

this journey in the first place.

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Being stupid won't

convince me of anything.

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I say.

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Gray just looks straight

ahead and doesn't budge.

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Finally I give in.

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There's no getting him off the boat.

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If he doesn't want to go, fine.

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Kill yourself.

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See if I care, I stomp to

the cockpit and take the oars.

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once we're in the current,

my emotions flip flop.

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What am I doing?

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Letting Gray run the cataracts

without a life vest is crazy.

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I could end up responsible for his death.

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Suddenly I'm immobilized with fear.

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gray.

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Must sense a problem because

he turns to look at me.

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Raven, pull it together.

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You can do this.

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Grim.

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Flying above us gives three

loud cause as if he agrees.

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I'm not sure where all their confidence

comes from, but it snaps me to attention.

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I'm already in the current,

there's no going back.

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I need to concentrate.

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This section of cataracts

goes on for miles

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As we drop into the heart of the Black

Canyon wave after wave crashes over

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the boat, all I can do is keep the boat

straight and pull away from obstacles.

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We stop to scout the

worst of the swift water.

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While there are more than a few

close calls, grave saves us several

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times by throwing his considerable

weight into the gunnels of the boat.

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As a wave hits us sideways,

this keeps the boat upright.

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I am more than a little grateful

that he refused to stay behind,

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but I'm too stubborn to say so.

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it's late in the day and I think

we must be through the worst of it.

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When a partially submerged rock appears

in front of us, I pull hard on the oars,

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but the current has a hold on the boat.

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We're heading straight toward

what looks like Jet Black fangs.

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There is a sickening crunch as we hit, and

I'm thrown across the boat for a moment.

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We're stuck on the rock.

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The next, we're washed

free by the current.

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I look about frantically

checking for damage.

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Wooden watercraft and rocks don't mix.

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The boat begins to list

severely to the side.

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There must be a crack in the hole.

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For the love of rats were taking on water.

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I jump to open the

hatch on the right side.

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Gray's bundle is floating in water.

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I fling it out of the way to see

that several boards have split.

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quick.

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Grab the cook.

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Pott.

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We need to bail.

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Gray groans behind me.

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I spin on him.

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Furious that he hasn't jumped to action.

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Can't he see the danger, The mess

in his arms stops me and I blink.

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Then it registers.

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He has scooped the bread, which

likely makes up the bulk of our

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food supply out of his bundle.

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He drops the soden mess on the deck

before it can ooze down his chest.

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It'll dry, he says it's got to dry.

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The boat is seriously listing and the

bread is actually sliding across the deck.

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We need to save the boat.

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I squawk as I die for the cook.

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Pott only to collide with gray,

causing the boat to rock violently.

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Out of my way.

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I yell just as I hear a plop, plop, plop.

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No gray bellows.

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And this time he reacts faster than I do.

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Dropping to the side of the boat.

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He waves his arms frantically

through the water.

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I close my eyes as I realize

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all the bread is being washed away.

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ghia: When gray finds nothing,

he slumps to the deck.

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the boat is going to sink.

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He moans and we'll starve

before we can walk out of here.

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I close my eyes and sigh.

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He might be right.

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There's only sparse vegetation

in this part of the canyon.

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My plan of surviving on wild forage

appears out of the question, and

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there isn't another village for at

least three days, but I know perfectly

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well that Nona wouldn't give up.

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I thrust the pot at gray.

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You bail while I row.

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I can't bail all day.

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Gray says,

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Oh, yes you can.

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ghia: What about food?

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I glare at him.

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We can starve sitting

here or we can starve.

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Rowing.

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What will it be?

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Gray doesn't answer.

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Just starts to bail.

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I jump to the cockpit and begin to row.

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I row and gray bales

for the next three days.

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Most of that time we are wet and

cold due to intermittent rain.

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There is occasional swift water, but after

the cataracts, everything seems small.

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When it's dark, we pull the boat up

on shore so it doesn't sink During

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the night, we eat a small portion of

soggy cheese and not so dry dried meat.

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Left in graze bundle, then fall asleep.

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Gray and I hardly talk, which

is just fine with me, his words.

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I would've done anything to keep Nona

from sending me away Royal in my mind.

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While a part of me wants to believe his

explanation, I still refuse to trust him.

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Early on the fourth day, we realized

the Black Canyon is coming to an end.

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The walls are not as steep or as high.

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Hunger drives me to watch

like a hawk for bov, the next

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village marked on known as map.

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There are two things.

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We desperately need food

and a repair to our boat.

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The only way to obtain those

items is to barter with our few

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belongings we've already gathered.

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Everything we can possibly live

without into the pile have gone.

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Both our bed rolls.

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We can get by with our

cloaks, our water flasks.

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We'll drink from the river.

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Our extra clothes.

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We've gotten this far without them.

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known as wooden comb.

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Never use it anyway.

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The knife jackal used to lock

me in the crypt and the bag

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of capsicum, both unnecessary.

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We keep the last of the candles

known as pouch of flint and steel.

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The little herb knife I wear at my

waist, the cook pot, our spoons, The

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Pedallers book known as Envelope and

the clothes on our backs gray and I

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discussed the fact that the villagers

will have seen the wanted poster.

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Even with my shorn hair,

I'm bound to be recognized.

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We decide it would be best if

I hide by the river while gray

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handles things in the village.

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I'm painfully aware that once

again, he's taking care of me.

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we catch the exquisite scent of fresh

baked garlic buns before seeing the

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village as planned gray takes the oars.

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I am about to jump into the bushes

along the riverbank when I catch

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sight of a digger fishing from shore.

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He sees us at the same

time and his eyes brighten.

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I can't hide now.

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Ran the cataracts, did ya?

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He calls smiling at gray.

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Doesn't look like it went so well.

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Act casual gray whispers.

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I sit uncomfortably in the front of

the boat as gray pulls up to the bank.

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The cataracts went great until the

bottom gray calls with the grin.

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The two begin bantering about swift water.

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I try to wait quietly, but I

can't help being annoyed, that the

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digger assumes gray was rowing.

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That along with my general

hunger and fatigue leave me

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more than a little bit impatient.

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Excuse me, I interject.

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Do you know anyone who

could repair our boat?

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As the man's attention turns to

me, I realize my mistake Will I

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ever learn not to be so impulsive?

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Yes.

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Gray says quickly.

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We have goods to trade for

a few boards and some tar.

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Thankfully, the man looks back to gray.

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If the digger has recognized

me, his face doesn't show it.

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for the right price, the man says,

with a shrug, I can fix your boat.

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Gray shows him our spare

clothes and water flasks.

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The man rubs his scruffy

chin that isn't much gray.

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Adds a bed roll.

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The man smiles.

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Just let me get my tools.

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When the digger is gone, I leave

gray to haul the boat out of

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the water and disappear into the

willows at the side of the river.

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The digger must live close

because he's back quickly.

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Gray helps nail a board

into the side of the boat.

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As the man begins applying a layer of

tar gray gathers up the rest of our

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belongings and heads towards the village.

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I'll be back soon.

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He calls over his shoulder as

if to the digger, But I suspect

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his words were meant for me.

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He's only been out of sight for a minute.

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When I notice the bag of Capsicum still

sitting on the deck, rats Gray forgot it.

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The digger is working on

the far side of the boat.

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If I'm fast, I can grab the bag and

catch gray before he reaches the village.

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I'm about to dart from the

willows when I get the distinct

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feeling that I should stay put.

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But then my stomach grumbles.

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Don't be a ni hammer.

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I chi myself snatching the bag I run.

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I see gray just before he

enters the village gate.

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Fortunately, his way is slowed by a

young boy with a pig on a leash gray.

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I call in a loud whisper.

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At the same time I notice two things.

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Reagan thorn's symbol painted on

the village wall, and a wanted

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poster tacked next to it, A

poster with my face in the middle.

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The sight gives me a jolt.

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Gray turns towards me

trying to act confident.

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I smile and hold up the

bag of capsicum gray.

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Must have seen the parchment because

his eyes begin to dart around.

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Thankfully, there isn't anyone

close except the boy and his pig,

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but now the boy is gaping at me.

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It's her paw.

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He calls over his shoulder

in a surprisingly loud voice.

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It's the girl on the poster.

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In an instant.

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Gray has the boy by the collar.

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Hey, that's my son of voice calls

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:

run

425

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Gray, yells at me.

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:

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dashed down the trail at a bend.

427

:

I look back and see gray tackle a large

man I assume to be the boy's father.

428

:

When I reach the boat, it's up on its side

and the digger is still painting on tar.

429

:

Help me get the boat in the water.

430

:

I yell in panic, throwing the

bag of capsicum in a hatch

431

:

and yanking on the gunnels.

432

:

But I'm not done.

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:

The man protests.

434

:

Yes, you are the man snorts.

435

:

Look at you.

436

:

I'll, no, Billis.

437

:

Like what?

438

:

No.

439

:

Sorry.

440

:

I'm just in a hurry.

441

:

The man shrugs and takes

one side of the boat.

442

:

You haven't seen me.

443

:

All right.

444

:

Don't tell anyone I was here.

445

:

I beg as we heave the boat into the water.

446

:

He snickers.

447

:

Yes.

448

:

Your majesty.

449

:

I shake my head.

450

:

There isn't time to placate this man.

451

:

I've got to go clamoring to the oars.

452

:

I pull away from shore.

453

:

I am relieved to see the digger

kick his feet through the track,

454

:

the boat left on the bank.

455

:

It's possible no one will know

how I disappeared, at least

456

:

not until the man learns.

457

:

How much of a reward is on my head?

458

:

I row downstream.

459

:

The repair isn't complete, but the leak

has slowed considerably after a small

460

:

swift water, I hide the boat under a low

hanging willow gray will find me here.

461

:

I know he will.

462

:

grim lands on the front of the boat.

463

:

He'll be fine.

464

:

I tell the bird I wait.

465

:

And then I wait some more.

466

:

Gray doesn't show owl pellets.

467

:

I groan something.

468

:

Told me to leave the capsicum.

469

:

I should have listened.

470

:

grim does a little bobbing

dance on the back deck.

471

:

You don't have to agree with me.

472

:

I say with a scowl.

473

:

As time passes, the fishermen's,

taunting words come back to me.

474

:

Yes, your majesty.

475

:

I shake my head jackal's, the

one who wants to be queen.

476

:

I just want to live in the

Norwood hours go by and the sun

477

:

sets grim flies off to roost.

478

:

I can't wait any longer.

479

:

I've got to find gray.

480

:

With the hood of my cloak pulled low,

I get off the boat nervous as a cat.

481

:

Thankfully, clouds obscure the moonlight

as I sneak towards the village.

482

:

Outside the gate, I find a group of

diggers standing around a bonfire.

483

:

There are men, women, and children, all

in tattered clothing looking downcast.

484

:

Two women are wailing.

485

:

I am uncomfortable this close to the

villagers, but I've got to find gray.

486

:

I remind myself that my face

is hidden and it's dark.

487

:

As long as I don't do anything

suspicious, no one will notice me.

488

:

At least I hope not.

489

:

With a deep breath, I slip into the crowd.

490

:

What's going on?

491

:

I ask an old couple next to me,

hoping I don't sound overly curious.

492

:

They're taken men.

493

:

What?

494

:

Can't pay their taxes.

495

:

The man says

496

:

They will be tethered to spikes in the old

town gem pits till their families can pay.

497

:

They got some other bloke that

ain't from these parts as well.

498

:

An old woman chimes in, he'll

likely get the same treatment.

499

:

A heavy wooden coach lit with lanterns

stands at the village gate I watch

500

:

in horror as a dragon and six soldiers

push gray and two other men into an

501

:

armored wagon box and slam the door.

502

:

It's all I can do to keep from crying out.

503

:

gray, jumped the cook so I could get away.

504

:

He did it for me.

505

:

Now he'll be tethered in ultan.

506

:

This is all my fault.

507

:

As the coach pulls off, I hurry

back to the river on the boat.

508

:

I entai the bow line and let

the current carry me downstream.

509

:

Huddled in the cockpit.

510

:

I bury my fingers in Nona Shawl still

at my waist, despite being empty.

511

:

How I wish Gray was with me.

512

:

How I wish I had told him.

513

:

I understand why he said

those things to Nona.

514

:

I even wish I had let him kiss.

515

:

My anxiety builds.

516

:

Now it's even more important

that I get to ultan.

517

:

I've got to find gray, as

well as stop the coronation.

518

:

I stay awake all night listening for the

sound of swift water, but there isn't any

519

:

Sometime in the preda, I must

fall asleep because I'm rousted

520

:

at first light by grim squawking.

521

:

I sit up and realize the boat is

listing so far to the right that

522

:

I'm about to slide into the water.

523

:

Seriously grim.

524

:

You've got to start warning me earlier.

525

:

The bird flies away as

if I've offended him.

526

:

Careful not to stumble

off the sloping deck.

527

:

I begin to bail.

528

:

I'm weak with hunger and need to rest.

529

:

After dumping each pot full, I can see why

there wasn't any swift water last night.

530

:

The Ari has left the Black Canyon.

531

:

It now travels through a rolling

flat land dotted with giant oak trees

532

:

and scrub vine grows everywhere.

533

:

This part of the river never came up.

534

:

In my discussion with weathers,

I understand why it's so slow.

535

:

There's nothing to tell stories about.

536

:

I spend a good hour foraging along the

shore and find a variety of tubers,

537

:

which I boil until they're edible.

538

:

Not the best eating, but it

fill the hole in my stomach.

539

:

Back on the boat, I pull out

Nona's map to see how far it is to

540

:

ultan grim flaps to my shoulder.

541

:

What I realized is woefully disappointing

the river free of the confining

542

:

walls of the canyon meanders its

way across the countryside while the

543

:

road takes a straight path over land.

544

:

I still have three or four days of rowing.

545

:

Before I'll reach Ultan, I say out loud,

but if the coach gets fresh horses, it

546

:

could arrive the day after tomorrow.

547

:

Grim, who has returned to pruning his

tail feathers doesn't seem bothered.

548

:

I shoo him away and begin to row.

549

:

Okay.

550

:

After several hours, I find my breath has

slowed and my mind has cleared like this.

551

:

My body seems to move on its own.

552

:

I continue this way until grim

returns, making gurgling sounds.

553

:

I roll my eyes at the bird.

554

:

Yes, I'm doing a form of meditation.

555

:

Grim looks at me sideways.

556

:

Yes, yes.

557

:

I'm grateful.

558

:

Nona taught me now.

559

:

If you're just here to bother me, go away.

560

:

grim.

561

:

Starts hopping around on the deck.

562

:

I don't have any food.

563

:

I tell the bird.

564

:

If you want to help, go find someone who

will trade me for the bag of capsicum.

565

:

Grim Croaks.

566

:

Well, it's all I've got

Left grim croaks again.

567

:

Look, it'll be fine.

568

:

There's got to be some moppet that

hasn't ever seen the wanted poster

569

:

grim CROs again, but I ignore him.

570

:

I row all day, only stopping

to bail when it gets dark.

571

:

I let the boat float down

river on the current.

572

:

It's slow, but at least I'm moving.

573

:

The banjara on the other

hand, will be camped on shore.

574

:

ghia: What if I could make

up enough time to catch them?

575

:

I could steal the jewels back from

jackal before she gets to ultan.

576

:

The idea gives me hope.

577

:

I've barely drifted to sleep.

578

:

When I feel a poke at my head, go away.

579

:

I mumble.

580

:

There's another poke, and I open one eye.

581

:

All I can see is G grims beak in my face.

582

:

Not now.

583

:

I fling an arm at the bird and

roll over before I know it.

584

:

Grim is poking me again.

585

:

with a jerk.

586

:

I sit up panicked.

587

:

As I remember the last

two times, grim woke me.

588

:

I look about, but everything

seems safe enough.

589

:

I splay my hands.

590

:

What do you want?

591

:

Grim hops over to the hatch

with my bundle in it and begins

592

:

wrapping his beak on the lid.

593

:

You know perfectly well there

isn't any food in there.

594

:

Grim doesn't stop.

595

:

I open the hatch and pull

out my bundle to show him.

596

:

To my surprise, he begins

jabbing at the Pedallers book.

597

:

I'm too tired to study.

598

:

I start to shove the bundle back into

the hatch, but grim pecks at my fingers.

599

:

Ouch.

600

:

That hurts.

601

:

I glare at the bird.

602

:

Sure.

603

:

I've never seen him so determined.

604

:

Fine, I'll read it, but I'm

not staying up all night.

605

:

I light a candle and open the

book, grim Hops to my shoulder

606

:

and begins P preening my hair.

607

:

Silly old bird.

608

:

The book like The Scenery,

has made an abrupt change.

609

:

It has left off explaining the negative

light of the moon and delves into

610

:

building something called an ulu.

611

:

It's a tall structure, but

I don't know what it does.

612

:

I look the word up in

the LXi gloss increase.

613

:

How can you build an increase

Grim croaks and keeps preening.

614

:

Frustrated.

615

:

I flip the page and find a diagram.

616

:

I study it for a moment before

gasping the noise startles grim,

617

:

and he flaps to the bow of the boat.

618

:

It's the Ram Rott of Naja.

619

:

I mean not the whole

courtyard and everything.

620

:

It is just the cone in

the serpent's chest.

621

:

See this diagram?

622

:

Pictures a tower with the same feature.

623

:

I point to the page and go on.

624

:

This explains why the

Pero appeared so big.

625

:

The mosaics aren't just for decoration.

626

:

They magnify the gem in the center.

627

:

Grim looks at me quizzically,

but keeps his distance.

628

:

I don't understand how it works,

I say, but at least now I

629

:

have an idea what an ulu does.

630

:

It increases the appearance of a

jewel, any jewel as far as I can tell.

631

:

Instead of reading more, I

begin flipping through the book

632

:

looking for other diagrams.

633

:

The next one takes longer to figure out.

634

:

But when understanding Dawns, I'm amazed.

635

:

Look grim.

636

:

The tower at the Black

Castle was an amus as well.

637

:

According to the diagram, there was

once a domed roof on the top that was

638

:

designed to take in celestial light.

639

:

The light bounced off the stones

in the mosaic focusing its power

640

:

on a central point in the bottom.

641

:

But I don't understand

642

:

What's the advantage of making a

stone look bigger if it's inside

643

:

the tower where it can't be seen?

644

:

Grim ruffles his feathers, apparently.

645

:

I've got to figure this out on my own.

646

:

I begin translating the written

text, looking for an explanation.

647

:

What I read makes my eyes go wide.

648

:

This ulu doesn't cause

a gem to look bigger.

649

:

It actually increases its

vibration permanently.

650

:

I look up from the book to grim.

651

:

It doesn't change the way they look,

but it increases their influence.

652

:

I continue to flip through the pages.

653

:

There are more diagrams each depicting

a bigger and more elaborate ulu.

654

:

The last one is almost illegible

as a giant skull has been drawn

655

:

on the top of it in dark ink.

656

:

I study the drawing beneath.

657

:

It is the same amus as the one on the

page before, except for the addition

658

:

of a rod that extends from a pit in the

ground up through the center of the tower.

659

:

Somehow the rod increases

the amuses effect.

660

:

Why was a skull drawn over this diagram?

661

:

I ask aloud.

662

:

Grim still acts uninterested.

663

:

I sigh.

664

:

Well, if there's an explanation,

I'm not going to find it tonight.

665

:

I close the book and roll onto my back.

666

:

I half expect grim to start

pecking me again, but he doesn't.

667

:

I stare at the moon

with, its one flat edge.

668

:

My time is running out.

669

:

How long do I have until it's full?

670

:

Four days, five.

671

:

Without my staff, I've lost track of time.

672

:

In the morning, I give

my foot a good rubdown.

673

:

Then I search out three quail

eggs and a few mushrooms.

674

:

It isn't much, but it gives

me the energy to keep going.

675

:

Maybe today I'll find someone

willing to trade me a loaf of

676

:

bread for the bag of capsicum.

677

:

The thought makes my mouth water.

678

:

I begin rowing

679

:

when the boat lists too much,

I stop to bail, then row again

680

:

for three more exhausting days.

681

:

I row while the sun is up.

682

:

Then study until I fall asleep at night.

683

:

When my last candle burns out,

the moon has grown so bright.

684

:

I can read without it.

685

:

I set myself to studying the chart

in the back of the book again.

686

:

I still can't figure out when

the next blood moon will occur.

687

:

But I do put together that once

the process starts, it takes

688

:

almost two hours to complete.

689

:

When possible, I scavenge

for food, finding walnuts,

690

:

tubers, and bitter greens.

691

:

As more and more farms appear,

my scavenging options dwindle.

692

:

Eventually River dwellings and Moored

houseboats completely fill the banks

693

:

making my search impossible Now my only

hope for food is finding someone who

694

:

will trade me for the bag of Capsicum aum

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Creative Spiritual Journey
one small, deliberate step at a time
We are all on a journey—a journey home to our heavenly parents. Any experienced traveler knows there are days you laugh and days you cry.

We aren’t here to tell you how to live—we are here to share how we live—how we survive, thrive, and even find joy!

The journey gets messy with rainstorms and sleepless flights but the hard times—the miserable times—those make the best stories.

And the vistas, the sunsets, the little birds outside the window—those are the reminders that God is in the details, he is aware of us, he has trod the path before.

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